Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 7:33 PM

23 December 2009.
Dear Fairoz,
Its been 6 years since you left your beloved ones alone.
Only god knows how much I miss you.
You were my first true friend and my first true love.
It lasted for not so long until God decided to put you in one of his good place.
Since you left, I tried to put myself together.
Yes, I managed to pull through only after a year.
Hoping too much, I've waited for a someone like you to come by, but Im sure,
There's no one that can replace you.
You've been there for me, my ups and my downs.
We've shed our tears together.
We shared our laughter together.
We do stupid things together.
Almost everything we do together.
I miss you terribly.
How I wish you were still here right by my side.
I cant deny, I do still need you at times.
Only you knew my struggles.
I miss you, so so much.
You taught me the meaning of Life
Eventho I was too young and rather naive to understand or appreciate it.
You were the only one.
And I appreciate everything that you gave to me;
Those unconditional affection.
I swear,
I miss your hugs, I miss your touch,
And the most,
I miss all those affection you showered me with.
If only I could travel back in time,
I want you to be with me again.
But that wasnt possible.
May you rest in peace my dear.
May Allah bless upon your soul.
Al Fateha
~Amin~
Miracles doesnt happen if you wish for it