Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 9:38 PM
People are excited to celebrate Raya.
But I am not.
Im not enjoying it,
& Im not celebrating either.
I see no point of celebrating the Joy of Raya
When you're not even happy to be with your family.
Really, i see it no point.
I've tried to fake it.
But its a failure.
I cant fake my innermost thoughts & feelings.
I cant lie to myself.
I dont wish to be in this state.
I am not happy. I am not delighted.
;(
xoxo;
Miracles doesnt happen if you wish for it