I had a conversation with someone. We sat somewhere and questioned ourselves. Our conversation was really deep til it made me think twice. This is what he said to me.......

Kiss the future

Life is full of ups & downs. Some managed to pull through and some dont. Like your case, You're very strong minded but your heart is fragile. Because of your fragile heart, somehow, you use your brain to interact & intellect. You keep most of your problems to yourself and only shared with those who you put trust most. You're wise in making decision but somehow your decisions are stern. You dont questioned yourself because you know what you want and what lies beneath it. One thing I want you to do, just kiss the future eventho what you're going through right now is really hard.

Bring your friend close but your enemies closer. Life is too short to make enemies. Just let them evolves around you. Dont worry about them because at the end of life, you'll know who are there for you. Those friends who embraces you, be it sad & happy, the one who bitch straight to your face, who do shits straight infront of yourself, who degrades you face to face, they're the one who you can trust most. You can be friends with anybody as long as you're being just yourself. A friend accept you for who you are, what you do & how you behave. They don't mind as long as you're true to them & yourself.

You're the type who's easily move on. You dont prolong your emotions. You keep it real. But remember, dont take love for granted. You always said, "Life is Like Gambling; there's pleasure & there's pain" but you must remember too, Love is just as same. You dont believe in chances because the past made you so. You do always said, "Not all bad are bad and Not all Good are good". Just remember it that way, you must try to give 2nd chances. You might not know the outcomes but atleast you will learn something in the end. Its ok to be disappointed coz it's parts & parcels of life. Don't reject love because you might not know if that person whom you reject is actually the one who is meant for you. Don't ever choose love coz the love that you choose will not last. Dont betray love as karma will hit you twice as fast as you can think off. The most important part you must remember, In order for you to stay truly in love with the one that you love, you must learn how to love yourself.

If barriers are the reason that stops you from walking, then jump over it. If problems are the reason that stops you from believing yourself, then solve it but dont run from it. If people are the reason that stops you for trusting yourself, then ignore it coz what matter most, its YOU. Its you who creates you. Its you who lead your life. It takes one great pull just to see the other tumbles, in order to avoid those from happening, you must be strong & only trust yourself. If advise were given, just listen to it without having doubt, its not wrong to listen but its up to you to follow coz Its you who will benefit in life, later on.

Its an eye opener for me. By just words, he made me realised the importance of my actions. Thanks Shah for those advise eventho we just knew each other less than 2 months. Like you said, after this talks, my shoulder & head carry less burden, and it's true. So people, dont take chances in life, just grab whatever while you can (:

Im ending my post here. And soon, for the upcoming weeks, I'll be less update & active since my exams are around the corner which means, I need to start MUGGING!! -.-" Update again tmr. I need to do my CMS CA3 Project. Haiya! So many things to do but so little time given. Screwed!

xoxo;