Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 4:45 PM
Was supposed to break fast with Dad today but he cancelled it. He had something on with his friends eventho he knew that today we or perhaps, ME, wants to break fast with him coz throughout 2009, I only met him twice.
I don't know when is the next "perfect" time I'll be meeting him. Perhaps, Next year? For once, you never did spare a thought of your own daughter. Only God knows how i feel right now. If only you understand how I need you badly in my daily life, ayah. If only you have lesser busy schedule and spend more time with me.
Remember, I dont need money. I just need happiness & love. I need your affection. I missed those times when I spent my only time with You. You brought me to holiday, you brought me to watch soccer matches, you brought me for rides to anywhere, you brought me to your golf practices and so on... Eventho I've grown up, still, I missed those moments.
Haish... How I wish I could change my life... Where ever you're, what ever you do, I still love you.
Happy fasting ayah and everyone (:
xoxo;
Miracles doesnt happen if you wish for it