Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 6:26 PM
Stop Comparing Me With Anyone Else.
I am Me and they're themselves.
For Fuck Sake, Stop all these.
Im sicked & tired of all you people.
I wanna lead my own life, and I will.
Not Now, But Soon.
Im going to prove to you, I can and I will be on my own.
I had enough of these miserable life I had.
Im tired of being told what I need to.
Im sicked of hearing all those stupid remarks.
Im tired of doing what I should not be doing.
Im sicked of following what you people ask me to do.
I AM ME.
Accept me for who i am or just let it be.
I live my own life. I create my own sins. I choose my own path.
Its me who will face the consequences NOT you.
Yes, for one moment, you did care for my future.
But No, you did not care how i feel.
No one is perfect.
No one and nothing will.
Please, stop bugging my life.
I know what Im doing.
Yes, im still young but No, i have a mature thinking.
I can think what's good for me and what's not.
Trust me, I know what Im doing.
Yes, I've ruined my life, No, Im not regretting.
Coz everything, from the start til now,
I choose to be this way.
This is what I promise to myself,
By the time im 21 or when I have a stable job,
You wont see me again.
Im gonna live on my own.
Yes, its gonna be hard but No, I wont give up.
Yes, i will struggle but No, Im not going down.
Im sorry for being a burden,
a disobedient child,
but remember, I grew this way, not because I want it to be,
but because, You Made Me This Way.
You make me so cold & numb.
I dont deserve this.
Im sorry.
xoxo;
Miracles doesnt happen if you wish for it